Hi karinsan,
By the time you got to your home in Niigata you'd be thinking of your loved one.I think your husband will be with you wherever you are,I'm sure.
Long time ..,or should I say it was not so long.....have passed. How deep like the ocean your sadness was! It is not possible to express it only the word 'sadly'. But you have a so lovely and special daughter!
Times always roll in and out.
The river always flows. However, the water of the river is not former water.
The one and only thing you got to do ,karinsan, is keeping health and live long as possible as you can,instead of him,I swear.
Cheers to both of you!
I can imagine memories hug you tight now☆
I might have said unnecessary things. Please excuse me.
I'm waiting for your back and come and see me.I'm alright now.
Take care!
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